the serpent and the cross

PRAHA

to all the girls I loved before...

I find it very interesting that over these last two years, six women from my past have contacted me through e-mail... all looking to waste my time with their bull-shit... (and some old friends as well have popped out - out of nowhere looking for me).

A couple of them I am convinced were not who they claimed – like “E”... why the hell would she even try to look for me – to be friends – I think not. I think that one may have been the person that always causes me problems – because why would my ex-girlfriend, whom I told I hope I never see again the last time we spoke on the phone after she married her Arab (or whatever the fuck kind of nigger from Africa) crying... just makes no sense.

It does not make sense that any of these women would contact me for any reason – because all these woman are women I tried to give my affections too – woman that I genuinely had feelings for, and they all throw it away after they walked all over me... yes, it was back when I was still confused about women and thought the way to get and keep a woman was to be a nice guy... I get sick at my self just remembering what I was like with these girls...

Now... the chicks I banged and treated like dirty back alley whores... I can still get today and do all sorts of nasty shit with... because I cared nothing for them... but the ones I liked and showed kindness too... will always look at me as weak and needy... if they only knew...

So why did these women come looking for your cousin Dash... after all this time?

Validation... Drama – to see how much of my time they could waste and lots and lots of attention... I am sure some of them wanted to see if they could get me to beg them to be with them... because these women are now middle aged, used up, bitter, fat (more than likely), bored with their lives and husbands and cats, and perhaps their children...

Why do women go looking for you years later young man – she wants attention – you were a good catch then and after she has been on the cock carousal and is about to hit or has hit the wall and has not been able to find a sucker to tie down or trap... she has come looking for you.... too see if your still week for her or if she can manipulate you into taking her back... don't do it...

She wants to play catch up and waste your time to see how much of it she can take from you as she tells you her problems and her her fucking life story - but has no interest in anything you have to say... she just wants you to be her girlfriend and let her fucking talk... don't do it...

She might be pregnant with someone's kid... or she may have a litter of kids from different men and looking for a sucker to support them... don't do it

She will find out if you have moved up socially – better job, more money and in better shape - maybe you are now the man she always hoped you would be – the kind of man she was seeing on the side while you were home jerking off or working your ass off all day long... and she was trying to find herself (meaning fucking everyone but you)... don't do it... burn those bridges... and keep moving forward my friend... these silly whores wasted enough of my time... I have only been back in the states a few days and have secured me a date for the week-end with an twenty year old Filipina that's only been in the country for a week... God bless Asian girls...

Nope.

Take this advise from your cousin Dash - never take them back and don't waste your time with them when they show up looking for attention...you are not that boy anymore.

even NAZIs fall in love...

Tom Lovell